Hi, i'm 19 years old, female, and i have a really bad vaping addiction. I started back in 2020 when i was struggling with anorexia nervosa and needed to find something to cope with the stress of life and my mental health. I have tried to quit many times, i've gone cold turkey, but always seem to come back to the thought that if i don't have nicotine for long enough, when i have one i will get that head spin that i love. I have tried patches, gum, inhaler, spray, etc... I wake up every couple of hours throughout the night to have some of my vape, and can't really last any longer than an hour during the day. I have a few OCD compulsions connected with how many times i inhale it, amongst other things. I just feel like i don't have the willpower anymore to quit, i know it's really bad for me but i have such easy access to it around where i live, along with friends who do it as well. I really want to quit, i do, i just feel stuck, i also can't take medication because of the ones i'm on.